Category: Jesus


Thankful Thursday: May 3rd

I feel like all I have time to blog right now is these Thursday posts…more coming soon though! There are so many things in my mind that I want to write about…when life slows down a little.

For now, thankful for these 5 things:

1. Girl’s night. We had separate mens/women’s times for small group on Tuesday, and even though I love our whole group, it was refreshing to have some time with just the girls. We were able to go deep talking about heart change vs. behavior modification, and the root issues of the surface things we struggle with (one of the topics I am planning on writing more about soon!). So challenging and encouraging to share together and pray for one another.

2. Summertime is coming! The maintenance guys at my apartment complex took the cover off the pool this week and started the process of cleaning it out and refilling it in preparation for opening weekend coming up on Memorial Day. I wish they would open it early with the 80 degree days we’ve been having, but 3 more weeks won’t kill me. ;)

3. The sky. I love the sky so much!

Beautiful Beaufort by the sea…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

4. God’s mercy in revealing our sin in little bits that we can handle. If we saw all of it at once, we would be crushed under the sheer weight of it. How kind that he gives us small glimpses of where He is working in the process of making us more into His image. It’s a long road Home, but a good one.

5. Good quotes. In light of the above topic, I love this quote from Lilo and Stitch: “it’s small and broken, but still good.”

 

Thankful Thursday: April 26th

Thankful today for…

1. Baan Sabai Lodge. Two and a half days of relaxation, refreshment and pampering at a cabin in the middle of nowhere do wonders for the soul. Dave and Irene took such great care of me, and I could not have asked for a better vacation. It was the perfect time away (although I could have stayed another week!), and gave me the space and rest to connect with the Lord and be rejuvenated for the rest of this year!

2. My Journals. While I was at the cabin I took some time to read back through all of the journals I have filled since I graduated college. It was encouraging and enlightening to see all that the Lord has taught me in the past 5 years! I love that I started journaling 14 years ago, and for all that they hold as a record of the Lord’s great work in my life through all the good and the bad.

3. Being unplugged. Another great thing about the cabin was that being in the middle of nowhere makes it very easy to not have a phone or computer. Glorious.

4. Getting to have a sleepover with the Just kids on Friday and Saturday. Love kids, and getting to hang out with those 4 is always a blessing. We had a “pizza picnic” on Friday night and watched Cars 2 in the living room, and I loved that they assumed I had never seen it, and so explained everything that was going on so I would understand. ;)

5. Four year olds starting to grasp the gospel. My Sunday School class has been working all year on two main things – understanding who Jesus is and why He came to earth. It has taken 7 months of repeating the same things every single week, and they are finally starting to understand and repeat back to us that Jesus is God, and that He came to earth because he loves us and died on the cross for our sins. Hallelujah and amen.

Thankful Thursday: April 12th

IKW starts tomorrow. I got to work today at 7:30am and got home at 8:30pm.

In light of that, I am thankful today for just two things:

1. Jesus

2. Rest

Pray that this weekend goes well, and that our team walks in the power of the Holy Spirit and not our flesh.

Happy Easter!

Death couldn’t handle Him, and the grave couldn’t hold Him! That’s my King!

Jesus said a lot of controversial things in His three years of public ministry, enough to confuse some people and anger others to the point of desiring to have him murdered. At College Park’s Good Friday service last night, they had seven vignettes of statements that Jesus Christ made that incited the religious leaders to seek for His death on the cross. These religious leaders thought that by killing the rebel who was stirring up the people and making these claims they would be rid of Him for good. But, because the statements He made were completely true, they had no understanding that by killing their Messiah they were actually saving everyone who believed in Him.

1. “Before Abraham was, I AM” – John 8:58. It might sound like bad grammar, but in this statement Jesus is referring back to the story of Moses when God revealed His great and holy name “I AM who I AM”. Jesus was claiming equality with this God, saying that He too, existed before Abraham. To those who considered Him just a regular man, this was blasphemy. But this was no ordinary man…

2. “I and the Father are One” – John 5:10. Again, Jesus is speaking to the Jewish religious leaders of the day, claiming that He and God were completely equal on every level. If He was just a prophet, then this would have been blasphemy, and crazy talk for a Jew to compare himself to God.

3. “If God were your Father, you would love Me, for I proceeded forth and have come from God, for I have not even come on My own initiative, but He sent Me” – John 8:42. Here Jesus makes 2 bold claims. First, that they do not actually know the God they worship, because they have not recognized and loved Jesus. And second that Jesus came from God, making Himself out to be more than a prophet.

4. “Destroy this temple, and in 3 days I will raise it up” - John 2:19. The Temple was the very place where the Jewish people met God. It was the place of continual sacrifices, making atonement for their sin. In this statement Jesus is claiming to be a temple that will last forever. That the place of sacrifice is finished in His death and resurrection, and He is now the everlasting sacrifice for our sins. When He said it though, the people, including His own disciples, did not understand that He was going to rise from the dead.

5. “No one can come to Me unless granted to Him by the Father” - John 6:65. This statement made even some of His disciples turn away. Jesus was saying to them that salvation is not based on the works of the Law, or anything that they could do on their own effort, because our obedience will forever be incomplete. Our earthly minds would not naturally embrace this kind of salvation – our sin nature is hard wired to desire to earn favor based on our good behavior and deeds. It is only in the wooing of God Himself that we can be saved by faith.

6. “I am the bread that came down from heaven” - John 6:21. Jesus said this one day after breaking two loaves of bread in half and feeding 5,000 people. In this passage He refers back to the manna that was provided for the Israelites while they were wandering in the wilderness, and here claims to be greater than this bread. The disciples respond by asking Him to give us that bread always, and Jesus’ response is that He is the bread of Life, and anyone who eats of Him will never hunger again.

7. “But I tell you, from now on you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of Power and coming on the clouds of heaven” - Matt 26:64. Jesus made this statement while standing before the High Priest during His trial. The high priest asked Him to tell them plainly whether He is the Christ, the Son of God. Jesus answered by quoting two old testament passages – Psalm 110 and Daniel 7, effectively saying “yes, I am the Christ, the Son of God”. At this, the high priest tore His robes and called for Jesus to be crucified, showing us one of two ways we can handle Jesus. Either by refusing to believe His Word as true, rejecting Him as Messiah, attempting to put Him to death or ignore Him in an effort to continue in our own life. Or by believing that what He said was true, that He is the Messiah, and therefore surrendering our life to Him and believing that through Him alone we have salvation.

Even in light of these statements, Jesus still went to the cross on His own initiative. He chose to obey the Father and die, in order that we could truly live. Friday is called “good” because in the horror of the cross grace and salvation were born. In his song, Phil Wickham says “When blood and water hit the ground, walls we couldn’t move came crashing down. And we were free and made alive, the day that True Love died…”

As we reflect on and remember His death, take heart and lift up your head, because Sunday is coming…

 

Thankful Thursday: April 5th

Today, I am thankful for…

1. Matt Franklin. My brother celebrated his birthday on Sunday, and I was just reminded how much I love him. There is no one else I would rather have as a big brother, and I am thankful that the Lord saw fit to put us in the same family. I am so proud of the man he has become, and the gifts and abilities the Lord has given him. He makes me laugh and is the best brother in the whole world. I love you Matty! :)

A few years ago....

2. Rachel. Another dear fried celebrated her birthday this past weekend, and I had fun reminiscing about all of our adventures over the past 8.5 years. She was my first friend at College of Charleston – we met on the first day of new student orientation at this lame party on top of a parking garage – and have been friends ever since.

3. Holy Week. I was convicted this week about my tendency to celebrate Jesus’ arrival in Jerusalem on Palm Sunday, and then just skip ahead to Easter with the resurrection without focusing on what happened during the days in between. The anguish, the goodbyes, the confusion, the betrayal, the death of our Savior, the cross, everything that leads up to the most glorious day in our history. This is a week to remember these things and to worship the One who bore them for our sake, yet my days fill up with other things that distract me from focusing on worshiping Jesus. Thankful for the reminder yesterday and today about the need to stop and re-focus, and the ability to do that today and tomorrow.

4. Water. We had a water main break in my apartment complex on Tuesday and had no running water most of the day. Something contaminated the water in the process of them fixing it, and we now have to boil our drinking and cooking water for 5 minutes before using any…indefinitely. The Lord has used this to remind me how much I take for granted here. It makes me thankful for when our water does work properly, but also thankful for a stove that I can boil water on until it is fixed.

5. Wisdom. I think this is a repeat, but it is a good one. Thankful for this promise: “but if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all men generously and without reproach [no judgment or disapproval on our need for wisdom - He knows we are a bunch of dumb sheep], and it will be given to him” James 1:5

Romans 1-3

I love to write out what I am memorizing as I finish chunks of scripture. It helps me synthesize and remember the passages, but this chunk is a bit daunting to think of writing by hand. So, please excuse this long post. I hope you are encouraged by Paul’s letter to the church in Rome as much as I am as I memorize this great letter.

Chapter 1:

Paul, a bond servant of Christ Jesus, called as an apostle, set apart for the gospel of God, which He promised beforehand through His prophets in the Holy scriptures, concerning His Son, who was born of a descendant of David according to the flesh, who was declared the Son of God with power by the resurrections from the dead according to the Spirit of holiness, Jesus Christ our Lord; through whom we have received grace and apostleship to bring about the obedience of faith among all the Gentiles, for His name’s sake, among whom you also are the called of Christ Jesus. To all those beloved of God in Rome, called as saints, grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

First, I thank my God through Jesus Christ for you all, because your faith is being proclaimed throughout the entire world. For God, whom I serve in my spirit in the preaching of the gospel of His Son, is my witness as to how unceasingly I make mention of you; always in my prayers offering request, that if perhaps now at last by the will of God I may succeed in coming to you. For I long to see you, that I may impart some spiritual gift to you, that you may be established. That is, that I may be encouraged together with you while among you, each of us by the others faith, both yours and mine. I do not want you to be unaware, brethren, that often I have planned to come to you, but have been prevented thus far, that I may obtain some fruit from among you also, even as among the rest of the Gentiles. For I am under obligation both to Greeks and to barbarians, to the wise and to the foolish. So, for my part, I am eager to preach the gospel to you also who are at Rome.

For I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to all who believe, to the Jew first and also to the Greek. For in it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith, as it is written “for the righteous man shall live by faith”. For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men who suppress the truth in unrighteousness, because that which is known about God is evident within them, for God made it evident to them. For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes – His eternal power and divine nature – have been clearly seen, being understood through what has been made, so that they are without excuse. For even though they knew God, they did not honor Him as God or give thanks, but they became futile in their speculations, and their foolish heart was darkened. Professing to be wise, they became fools, and exchanged the glory of the incorruptible God for an image in the form of corruptible man, and of birds, of four-footed animals and crawling creatures.

Therefore, God gave them over in the lust of their hearts to impurity, so that their bodies would be dishonored among them. For they exchanged the truth of God for a lie, and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen. Therefore God gave them over to degrading passions, for their women exchanged the natural function for that which is unnatural, and in the same way also the men abandoned the natural function of the woman and burned in their desire for one another; men with men committing indecent acts, and receiving in their own persons the due penalty of their error. And just as they did not see fit to acknowledge God any longer, God gave them over to do those things which are not proper. Being filled with all unrighteousness, wickedness, greed evil; full of envy, murder, strife, malice, deceit; they are gossips, slanderers, haters of God, arrogant, insolent, boastful, inventors of evil, disobedient to parents, without knowledge, unloving, untrustworthy, unmerciful. And although they know the ordinance of God, that those who practice such things are worthy of death, they not only do the same but also give hearty approval to those who practice them.

Chapter 2:

Therefore, you have no excuse, every one of you who passes judgment, for in that which you judge another, you condemn yourself, for you who judge practice the same things. And we know that the judgment of God rightly falls on those who practice such things. But do you suppose this, O man, when you pass judgment on those who practice such things and do the same yourself, that you will escape the judgment of God? Or do you think lightly of the riches of His kindess and tolerance and patience, not knowing that the kindness of God leads to repentance? But because of your stubbornness and unrepentant heart, you are storing up wrath for yourselves in the day of wrath and revelation of the righteous judgment of God; who will render to each person according to his deeds. To those who by perseverance in doing good seek for glory, honor and immortality; eternal life. But to those who are selfishly ambitious, and do not obey the truth but obey unrighteousness; wrath and indignation.

There will be tribulation and distress for every soul of man who does evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Greek. But glory, honor and peace to everyone who does good, to the Jew first, and also to the Greek. For there is no partiality with God. For all who have sinned without the Law will also perish without the Law; but all who have sinned under the Law will be judged by the Law. For it is not the hearers of the Law who are just before God, but the doers of the Law will be justified. For when the Gentiles, who do not have the Law, do instinctively the things of the law, these, not having the Law, are a law unto themselves, in that they show the works of the Law written on their hearts, their conscience bearing witness and their thoughts alternately accusing or else defending them, in that day when, according to my gospel, God will judge the secrets of men through Christ Jesus.

But, if you bear the name Jew, and rely upon the Law, and boast in God, and know His will, and approve the things that are essential, being instructed out of the Law, and are confident that you yourself are a guide to the blind, a light to those who are in darkness, a corrector of the foolish, a teacher to the immature, having in the Law the embodiment of knowledge and of the truth. You therefore, who teach another, do you not teach yourself? You who preach that one should not steal, do you steal? You who say that one should not commit adultery, do you commit adultery? You who abhor idols, do you rob temples? You who boast in the Law, through your breaking the Law, do you dishonor God?

For the name of God is blasphemed among the Gentiles because of you, as it is written. For indeed, circumcision is of value if you practice the law. But if you are a transgressor of the Law, your circumcision has become uncircumcision. And if the uncircumcised man keeps the requirements of the Law, will not his uncircumcision be regarded as circumcision? And he who is physically uncircumcised, if he keeps the Law, will he not judge you, who, though having the letter of the Law and circumcision, are a transgressor of the Law? For he is not a Jew who is one outwardly, nor is circumcision that which is outward in the flesh. But he is a Jew who is one inwardly, and circumcision is that which is of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the letter, and his praise is not from men, but from God.

Chapter 3:

Then what advantage has the Jew? Or what is the benefit of circumcision? Great in every respect! First, that they were entrusted with the oracles of God. What then? If some did not believe, their unbelief will not nullify the faithfulness of God, will it? May it never be! Rather, let God be found true, though every man be found a liar, as it is written “That you may be justified in your words and prevail when you are judged”. But if our unrighteousness demonstrates the righteousness of God, what shall we say? The God who inflicts wrath is not unrighteous, is He? May it never be! For otherwise, how will God judge the world? And if through my lie the truth of God abounded to His glory, then why am I also still being judged as a sinner? And why not say (as we are slanderously reported and as some claim we say) “let us do evil that good may come”? Their condemnation is just.

What then? Are we better than they? Not at all. For we have already charged that both Jews and Greeks are all under sin, as it is written: “There is none righteous, not even one. There is none who understands, there is none who seeks for God. All have turned aside; Together they have become useless. Their throat is an open grave, with their tongues they keep on deceiving. The poison of asps is under their lips. Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness. Their feet are swift to shed blood. Destruction and misery are in their paths. The paths of peace they have not known. There is no fear of God before their eyes.” 

Now we know that whatever the Law says, it speaks to those under the Law; that every mouth may be closed and all the world may become accountable to God, because by the works of the Law no flesh will be justified in His sight; for through the Law comes the knowledge of sin. But now, apart from the Law, the righteousness of God has been manifested, being witnessed by the Law and the prophets. Even the righteousness of God through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe, for there is no distinction. For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, being justified as a gift by His grace, through the redemption which is in Christ Jesus, whom God displayed publicly as a propitiation in His blood through faith. This was to demonstrate His righteousness, because in the forbearance of God, He passed over the sins previously committed.

For the demonstration, I say, of His righteousness at the present time, so that He would be just, and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus. Where then is boasting? It is excluded. By what kind of law? Of works? No, but by a law of faith. For we maintain that a man is justified by faith apart from works of the Law. Or is God the God of Jews only? Is He not the God of Gentiles also? Yes, of Gentiles also, since indeed the God who will justify the circumcised by faith and the uncircumcised through faith, is One. Do we then nullify the Law through faith? May it never be! On the contrary, we establish the Law.

Amen. On to chapter 4!!!

What a great way to start a brand new month! Today, thankful for these 5 things:

1. Africa!! When I woke up this morning I was hit smack in the face with God’s grace as I thought about leaving today for Benin. It has been 5.5 years since I was last on that great continent, and I have been praying for an opportunity to go back ever since. I do not deserve to have this prayer answered, and yet in His grace and mercy He opened a door for me to return. Humbled, thankful, and excited to be there for whatever He has in store for this week!

2. Five men in the application process for Berlin! Praying for 5 more to start an application this week.

3. New glasses! On my way to pick them up right now, just in time to leave…

4. Rides to the airport. Thankful for Sarah and Thao’s willingness to take time out of their days to take me to the airport and pick me up when I return. They are a blessing!

5. Travel size amenities. Since I am only going to be in country 7 days, I decided that I would just take a carry-on and backpack for this trip. No checked bag though means 3 oz or less for all my toiletries. Eek! But, I did it!! And my carry-on even has some room left over. I am going to take a picture, because this has NEVER happened before, and may never happen again. Although one of my life goals is to learn how to pack light, so maybe this is a first baby step in that direction…

faith.

George Müller, on answered prayer, after being asked if the Lord had always been faithful to His promises:

‘Always’, replied Müller, ‘He has never failed me! For nearly 70 years every need in connection with this work has been supplied. The orphans from the first until now, have numbered nine thousand five hundred, but they have never wanted a meal. Never! Hundreds of times we have commenced the day without a penny in hand, but our Heavenly Father has sent supplies by the moment they were actually required. There never was a time when there was no unwholesome meal. During all these years I have been enabled to trust in God, the living God, and in Him alone. One million four hundred thousand pounds have been sent to me in answer to prayer We have wanted as much as fifty thousand pounds in one year, and it has all come by the time it has been really needed.’ (emphasis mine)

Müller was born in Germany, and moved to England as a missionary in the early-1800′s. He started out his ministry as a church planter and pastor, but after seeing a desperate need for good orphan care he shifted his focus to starting homes for children. For over 50 years he ran an orphanage that consisted by the end of 5 houses that cared for over 1,200 children (at one time!) from birth-17 years old. He revolutionized orphan care in the nation of England, and by the time of his death the entire system had been transformed, largely because of his efforts.

In addition to the orphanage, his church supported missionaries all over the world, including Hudson Taylor in China! He started the Scripture Knowledge Institute that trained hundreds of men in theology and teaching, and spent the last twenty years of his life traveling over 200,000 miles around the world sharing the gospel to thousands upon thousands of people.

All of this work was accomplished by bringing his needs before the Lord only. He founded his organization on the conviction and belief that God would answer when asked. That blows my mind. As I read his biography (Delighted in God by Roger Steer), I was/still am a bit at war in my heart on what I thought about that. One cannot deny that God clearly provided for Müller, and that his approach brought God much glory. But I alos have wondered if they would have seen God provide even more, had they simply asked and made their needs known. There is a balance, I think, between trusting God to provide without ever speaking, and trusting God to use your voice in drawing others closer to Himself as they give.

Sometimes I have doubts that God is really big enough to provide, but reading about the life of this man has given me renewed faith in God’s provision. So often I have a limited view of the omnipotent God. I start to worry, but then am reminded that I am the finite one, He the infinite. I have limitations, He is the owner of everything we can and cannot see. I am broken and flawed, He is perfect and Holy. I can only see one minute at a time, He sees every moment at once. I only know what I need moment by moment, He knows all of my needs and exactly how He is going to provide!

Thankful Thursday: February 16th

As this week comes closer to an end, I am thankful today for these 5 things:

1. Sunshine in the midst of rainy days. So good for my soul and general outlook on life. I love how quickly the presence of the sun can lift a gloomy mood and put a smile on my face. And I love watching the same thing happen to those around me when it breaks through!

2. Having fun at work! We got some new TV’s for childcare to replace our old ones (hooray!), and we want to make sure they all work before we put them in storage until the fall. So, this afternoon is team bonding/movie time for the conference team.

3. Vaccines. Although they are quite pricey, I am thankful that I am now protected from Typhoid, Malaria and Yellow Fever for my upcoming trip to Benin!

4. Getting a hotel for IKW (finalllllllllyyyyyyyy!!!!!). I’ve been working on this since last summer. Last. Summer. The hotel we are going to is not our first choice, but we are thankful that they have both sleeping rooms AND meeting space on the weekend we would like to have the conference. Apparently we picked the same weekend that everyone and their mom planned their event in Indianapolis as well. So glad we serve a God who provides above and beyond what we can imagine!

5. The unstoppable, never-gives up or fails, everlasting and complete love of Jesus.

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